Daily Log 1

Okay, so I'm not going to say I'm addicted to porn but it takes precedent over things in my life.

Like I'll watch porn for like 90 minutes

I also want to make like an excuses list, like I have an alotted time to work out and work on my stuff but I just don't make it and some of the excuses are like, my spine hurt so I didn't squat.

I also want to make this excuse list dignified viz. not try to shame anyone, like actually get excuses.

Today: Wed Aug 20 05:55:03 AM CDT 2025

Woke up at 2am tried to go back to bed couldn't, Got 5 hours of real sleep according to FitBit

How I feel during this time, I wake up with a stuffy nose and my adrenaline up, it seems I can't a good night's rest unless I take the sleep aid pills and take two of them.

Wed Aug 20 03:00:03 AM CDT 2025 Doom/Dumb Scrolled Wed Aug 20 04:00:03 AM CDT 2025 Watched porn Wed Aug 20 05:00:03 AM CDT 2025 Watched porn then doom scrolled until 5:30 AM

Started working on MySiddur at 5:30 AM Wed Aug 20 06:00:03 AM CDT 2025 Wed Aug 20 07:00:03 AM CDT 2025.mda 1.mdb 1.mdd 1.mdI:00:03 1.mdp 1.mdZ 1.mdY

Start: Sun Aug 24 02:55:29 AM CDT 2025

What I did on Shabbos

I think i might have like a thing for my coat rack labled 0 - 9 and marks how many time I've work something.

Sat Aug 23 07:00:03 AM CDT 2025 Woke up around 7 Sat Aug 23 08:00:03 AM CDT 2025 Sat Aug 23 09:00:03 AM CDT 2025 Sat Aug 23 10:00:03 AM CDT 2025 Sat Aug 23 11:00:03 AM CDT 2025 Sat Aug 23 12:00:03 PM CDT 2025 Sat Aug 23 01:00:03 PM CDT 2025 Sat Aug 23 02:00:03 PM CDT 2025 Sat Aug 23 03:00:03 PM CDT 2025 Sat Aug 23 04:00:03 PM CDT 2025 Sat Aug 23 05:00:03 PM CDT 2025 Sat Aug 23 06:00:03 PM CDT 2025 Sat Aug 23 07:00:03 PM CDT 2025 Sat Aug 23 08:00:03 PM CDT 2025 Sat Aug 23 09:00:03 PM CDT 2025 Sat Aug 23 10:00:03 PM CDT 2025 Sat Aug 23 11:00:03 PM CDT 2025

I woke up about today about 12:01 AM from my Shabbos nap I did some work and then took a nap for about 90 minutes.

start: Sat Aug 30 11:55:35 PM CDT 2025

I'm not really doing this all that well so it would probably be better to do it thru a web app instead.